At first he was really nothing me. I never noticed him until the time when
he
teased me to his friend. Since then, he kept on bothering me and my
friends
teased me to him saying that he likes me and i like him back. Then
one day, he
asked for my number and since then we were always txting each
other everyday. I
got used to it and it seemed weird for me if he won't text
me or something. The
last days of the second semester were quite fine. I
mean we were fine and he
admitted that he likes me.
When summer class started, everything went *poof* like a balloon that popped
into the air. I don't know what i did or what happened and suddenly
everything
that has been going on between us was gone. He became very cold
to me. It came
to a point that he ignores me as in yung tipong dadaanan lang
nya ko, as in
nothing, as if i never existed. The day before summer class
started was the time
he stopped texting me. I wanted to ask him why but i
can't. I have to be strong
so that he wouldn't notice that i was taking
everything that he told me too
seriously that in my mind he's mine and i'm
his. But i think all that is just my
imagination. Maybe i became too weak
that i've fallen for him that easily. Jen
told me that she doesn't trust him
and that he's only flirting with me but i
didn't listen. I'm such a
fool!!!
After summer classes ended, he started talking to me again until now.
Everytime we see each other i felt like as if nothing happened. My friends
told
me to talk to him about our past (as if meron!) just to clear things up
between
us and para wala rin bitter.haha!=) pero i think it's too late and i
told them
that i'm fine and that i don't give a damn about him anymore! i'm
so over him
siguro fling lang sya. But honestly, bitter ako skanya. I felt
like he just left
me on the air, floating..(huh?!) anyways, i wanted to
think that everything that
happened last second sem was nothing. As in wala!
Walang charles and kristine,
walang bao bei, walang pictures together,
walang ek, walang cheesy
conversations, walang i love you, walang i miss
you, walang ingat, wala
lahat!!!
I always tell kenneth that i'm so over him and nakamove-on na ko. But how
come with just one touch from him my heart beats again and hopes that
everything
will be back to how we used to be. I longed for him again. Just a
while ago, a
friend of mine told me that he's courting another girl. bakit
ganun?! ang sakit
sakit! I thought ba wala na?! I thought ba I'm over him
na? I thought ba wala na
kong pakelam? pero bakit ganito ung naffeel
ko?
Just now nagmsg sya skin sa facebook. Why did iyou fire me sa restaurant
city?, he asked. I just said wala lang. Then i told him na bitter nanaman
siya
sakin. then he answered:
Charles: "baka ikaw ang bitter!"
Kristine: "bakit naman ako magiging bitter?"
Charles: "ewan ko, bat di mo tanungin sarili mo."
His words really hit me as if he wants to tell me something or parang he's
trying to bring up a topic. I don't know, i'm so confused!
What should i do?!confront him or not?hayaan ko nalang ba na ganito kami na
as if nothing happened?
